Nelson to Lady Hamilton, Victory, 19 April, 1804, (Harrison II, 29; Nicolas, V, 505), loss of the Hindostan, sending wine.

Nelson had written a line to Emma, intended for the SWIFT cutter, but this vessel was captured by the enemy. He is surprised that the dispatches and letters were entrusted to a vessel that could easily be taken by a privateer. As a result, the enemy will probably gain knowledge of our connections with foreign countries and trust in England will be lost. For Nelson this is a greater loss than that of the HINDOSTAN. Not a thing has been saved out of the HINDOSTAN and it was by extraordinary exertions that most of the passengers and crew were saved. Captain Hallowell will be so good as to take home for Nelson some wine, and some Spanish honey if possible, as by the enclosed list. The hogshead of wine from Cyprus was intended for Napoleon. It will need to be drawn-off by a wine cooper and then Emma can perhaps send a few dozens to the Duke. Nelson also sends to Emma a will for the deed. Nelson is pleased to have received a letter from his niece Charlotte, who he will always like because she loves Horatia. Through Mr Falconet he has received Emma’s letter of 12 February. He asks Emma to never sign her name, as her letters are all read. Nelson will continue to write through Spain but will not say a word that would convey information. He cares not who knows about his eternal attachment and affection for her. In a footnote Nelson refers to the court martial of Captain Le Gros now taking place. He thinks that every person on the HINDOSTAN is obliged to his conduct for saving their lives. A note from Emma was inside the pocketbook that Le Gros managed to save from the fire.